About Discipline

What'z up... What'z new... Lately I am failed to go to gym, so many reasons and factors, but it's all depends on me. That's all because the undiscipline of me. I must confess I am so lazy to do something. I need to spirit myself. So... Wish me luck, I must changed to be positive!

Laptops Are Fixed

Two days ago, I fixed my laptop on Orion. Orion is the place where you can buy electronics and also service center for all electronics such as laptop, PC and something like that. So, I brought my two laptops and get them to be fixed.

My laptops are olds. I don't have much money to buy the new one. So I better fix them. Toshiba and Acer. I really need them. Both of them are broken on the keypads, but they are working fine now. Acer also had problem with fan, and Toshiba also had problem with memory. I fixed them with nice price and now I am broke. Gosh, at least I can blogging anymore.

Anyway, my Acer was fixed with UK keypad, since there is no other options. So the keypad is kinda different with the international version or U.S. version, but I know, I will get use it.

My Mother's Grave

So... Yesterday... I visited my mother's grave. The grave is so simple and clean, only grown ornamental grasses, but looks nice. Gravestone and cross left on the grave.

My mom was sick because of cancer. I really miss her so much. She was teacher and her students also came to her funeral. Lots of people, her friends from works, neighbours, relatives and many of them that I don't know.

All I know right now. She is on the better place, Firdaus. We will be together one day to worship God. Where the peace and happiness belong.

I really miss her so much. I love her, but Jesus loves her more.

Jesus Loves Me

Why so easy to make sins and why so hard to make God happy?

I am saint at this moment but I can be sinner in second time... I am not happy with that. I don't want to make a sin just like Jesus said, but I know I will make the others, in my healthy mind and my under mind.

But, Father always forgive me... even I did many times...

Jesus loves me

Friends With Benefits, Just Old News With New Wraps

Hey zup...

I have some news for myself, actually it's old news with new wraps... It's a dilemma work... I don't think co-partner work is really good friend... Maybe because the competition... I think I should behave... I can understand since my education is higher than them, not being to be arrogant but that's the fact... I said that because from their behave and act... Welp, people are human, and human is not perfect... Just like me... I just need big patient for me... That's life of work... Friends with benefits...

Glad in the other community I have friends without benefits...

Happy Blogging

Hey I am back...

After so many things, I think I am ready to blogging in my blog again. I hope I can start good post and make something worth.

Let's have happy blogging.

Mom

Jesus took my mom on 6 April 2011. It's very sad, but I know that was the best way. My way is not His way, all I know, His way is always the greatest beautiful.

Not really want to update blog, but that's all the blog for several days lately. I am gonna miss you so much mom. One day we will meet in God's house.

Femme Fatale, Power Hits 2011 And Wow Hits 2011

I did not plan to buy those CDs, so here it is the story...

I had to go to Universitas Indonesia at Salemba after work for the letter to explain that I was student on Universitas Indonesia, I need that because I want to raise my level on my work at Kejaksaan. So People from Kejaksaan Agung said I need that letter to explain to BKN that I am real not fake graduated from Universitas Indonesia, or they doubt bout my sertificat, I don't understand until now. Kinda offended too, but what can I do?

So, after for my campus. The traffic was so bad, so I decided to go Plaza Atrium alone, and have a little nostalgic, I visited Disc Tarra, a music store. I found Britney's new album "Femme Fatale" then compilation album "Power Hits 2011" and "Wow Hits 2011". I was so surprised because of Indonesia releases Britney's Femme Fatale same as worldwide date. Maybe because this is Britney.

So after that, I back to my car and drove to home, but I didn't listen to Britney, I listen to "Wow Hits 2011". Maybe I need to review those albums in Bahasa Indonesia and post it to my blogspot.

NB: Plaza Atrium Senen was my favorite place to hangout, because it was near from both of my campus, Salemba.

The Beginning Of My International Music Trends Interest

1998 was the year when I am going to like international music. Many bands and solos were famous on that year, such as Green Day, Spice Girls, 911, Arkarna, Boyzone, Backstreet Boys, Celine Dion, Madonna, U2, Shania Twain, Aaron Carter, Robbie Williams and many more... I remember Indonesian international chart was dominated with music from United Kingdom, then United States as the second place. MTv Asia was my favorite channel. After from school I will rush to open ANTv. ANTv was the TV station to play MTv, because at that time MTv is not stand alone like now.

My first album that I bought from my own money was Now That's What I Call Music! 4 of course in Indonesian edition, kinda similiar with Malaysian, Singaporean and Taiwanese edition. It was compilation album from various artists, like Spice Girls, 911, Aqua, 98 Degrees, Janet Jackson, Bryan Adams and many of them, especially EMI and PolyGram artist.

Until now, I still love to follow international music trends, and I can get them from internet. Technology brings easy to get information about music trends. Anyway, right now I am still looking the CD of Now 4, because I only had the cassette and I lost it. Do you know where I can find it?

Be Grateful

I should feel be grateful. Why?

Because God gives me a home to stay

Because God gives me a job, even mostly I always complaint about this and that

Because God gives me friends, even though sometimes I feel neglected, hey... they are human

Because God let me live in this era, so I can use internet for my needs

I think so many gifts from God... No matter what... I am grateful...

Jakarta Toll Way = Cemetery Of Cats And Dogs

I am an toll way user. Yes, almost everyday I drive my car on toll way, not because too far, well, it is because the traffic. Jakarta, one of the super duper city with traffic jam trouble.

When I am on toll way. Sometimes I look around, kinda sad to realize about this thing. So, I noticed, almost everyday, I find 3 until 6 cats or dogs are dying because crashed by car on toll way. Ick!!! Blood everywhere and their body is on the way, waiting for the next car to crashing their body. I can't stop my car, or I will be hitted by other cars.

I just wonder, if toll way company could make something to prevent the death of cats and dogs. I just can't stand to see death cats and dogs on toll way. I don't mind if it rats.

New Crazy School

I bought these comics at Gramedia Plaza Semanggi. So after work, I pick up my friend, Jay and asked him to hang out on Plaza Semanggi and bought some groceries. After that we went to Gramedia. Gramedia is a book store. I found these comics and I think it's a cool comic with a nice design and I found the strip comic on the back is kinda funny.

Since I found only 3 books, I bought the volume 1, 2 and 3. I will read them when I have time to read them, maybe on the break on office time. I am gonna make my work to be enjoy. Funny comics are nice. I think. Anyway, the price is kinda expensive for comic books. Hope it will be worth it.

About My Job (It's Not Complaining)

Everyday is always new day, new morning, new experiences, everythings are new... even same activities... Living in Jakarta and working at attorney high instuition is very tired. The difficult part is about time, money and temper big boss.

I don't get it why I still works at Indonesian's attorney, since it doesn't what I want, but I must to enjoy it. How come? I know... People are trying to get job with hard. Okay... So I should love my job. Maybe I will love my job so much, if the situations are different... Like better salary, better facilities, capable with my education, and many other things.

I lives at Jakarta, so I should deal with it... I love my job, no matter what, because God wants me to... I guess...

Nothing New

Today, my work friend is taking off days for 30 effective days, the reason why she is taking that, because she is preparing for her wedding. Congrats her, I am happy for her, but I realize, the works will be hard without her, actually, why this is will be hard, because our boss is so weird, easy mad and I think he is very weird. I am afraid that I am not able to handle alone. But I believe I will pass that day. I hope our boss will be moved soon. LOL...

Anyway, have a nice evening...

Social Life

I think lately I have been streesing with some negative minds and other things... I need to find some new friends, real and virtual. My friends are busy with their own things. So... Maybe this is me... I need to find health social life...

Good luck, Joe.

Let's Go Start Activity

Just got up from my one hour sleep, I thin I am ready to go to office after shower and prepare some stuffs. Jakarta, the city where I lives. Always have crazy traffic. From my house until my office is taking 1 hour normally, but It can be more than 2 hours in traffic jam hours. So better hurry or will be trapped.

Good morning, Indonesia.

Sunday

Tomorrow will be monday again *deep sigh* I know... Actually I love every days, but I hate to remember tomorrow shall start work again. It's not because I hate the works, but because the condition of my family is not healthy, my mom still sick, she is hopeless. Kinda sad and kinda upset plus angry. Oh... I shouldn't negative thingking... I am hoping to God, so she will be health again.

Anyway... I am trying to make nice, glad the day after will be off day. By the way, I still haven't make Top 100 Tracks, I don't know should I keep or make the new one. Blame to the time... Hehehe...

And... I did not go to church today, I know, I am wrong.

Sorry

I am sorry for being like that

I don't wanna go back, I just wanna live and end with victory.

Vacations

I think I need vacation so much, vacation is not always travelling, but enjoying something fun and make me relax. Beside I don't have much money, I think spending vacation in my home and doing fun activities will be okay. I know, I can't, because my mom is sick. She has cancer. Kinda hard to know that. My dad is take care her, cause all of her kids including me are busy with school and works. This is because the conditions. I feel bad for my family.

Anyway... I realize I won't have off days since I know where I am working and what situation and condition with the place I works, so just enjoy my time... and keep on dreaming, at least I pretend to be better. LOL. Pathetic.

Monday

I used to hate when Monday came, well kinda still. Because of the day we should back work. Actually, monday is a nice day to start the activities, but if you don't love your job, it would be suck. I am glad I have job, I am thankful to Jesus because I have job, even I am still trying to love my job. One day I will understand.

Thanks Jesus, Please guide me in this work. Amen.

Mirror Mirror On The Wall

My friends are hanging out without inviting me, I think I need my time alone. I just need some support, but my family needs me the most. Me, myself and I.

Confident

Confident...

I lost you, where are you...

Let me start the new one...

Don't care with other poeple says about me...

I wanna be confident...

Again

Love It Or Fuck It

Tomorrow is friday. So with whatever reasons I must go to office. It's funny, It is not because I am not thankful to God or whatever, even sounds like that. I really don't like my job. But I should go to it. Why I hate my job? Let's see:

1. I don't like the tradition of the instuition. (I can't explain here)
2. There is no reward, only punishment. What the fuck?
3. My education is not worth for this job
4. And many more

The reason I should stay is, lots of money wasted for this, physic and mental. Actually I did this for my mom. She pushed me so much to be like this., but right now she is sick, I can't complaint. I wanna quit and looking for better job, and stay in Jakarta with worth money, but I know, that will be not that easy, or I should looking for side job... Maybe after the boss is changed and hopefully the change will be easier with time and everything.

Even like that, I am thankful to Jesus, because He put me back to Jakarta, so I still can breath for some reasons. Hopefully I will find my answers soon. I know the decision is on me.

Gong Xi Fat Choi

Today is Chinese's New Year, so this is off day. Lucky me staying in Indonesia. So I want to say Gong Xi Fat Choi, I am not chinese but lot of them lives here.

2 days lately I plays Prince of Persia on Facebook, it is old game. I used to play them when I am still using MS-Dos on my very first computer. I never finish the game, because so hard and kinda scary, I mean the place. I don't know why I still have a little bit of scare when I play that game. LOL.

Models

Male Models. They are strong, handsome, beauty of men, and look so perfectly. Have a shape, have a look, sexy when naked. Always have fans with girls and also boys.

Female Models. They are always beautiful, pretty and many of them. They are always popular than males. Because they are females. They also have guys and girls fans. Just because of they are model.

Get shape... Get face... Get naked... Have money... But, actually not that easy. I am kinda jeaolus with male models, but when I look to the other side. It's not that glamour and easy. It is also hard works.

The reason why I wrote this, because of some past. I wanna reach my dream, but not to be male models. Hahaha... I don't have them right now, but I can if I want...

The point is, always thankful to Jesus. Just the way you are... Just the way I am...

Goodnight, have a tight sleep...

Weak

It is almost eight in the evening, I am still at office. Kinda lazy to go to home for some reason. The best friend all I have right now is internet connection. I can get free with this, forget all the troubles.

Losing someone that you love is not easy. I am weak.

Just A Little Thoughts

These years are the hardest years on my life, I am hoping this 2011 will be better than yesterday, but it seems still harder than ever. Well, I think the more you've been tried the more you stronger. Conflict in jobs, family, friendship and everything is the main topic. But behind that, there is always light ray.

I know, I am not that perfect. But I should thankful to Jesus, because He always give what I need. I need friend right now. No bodies are perfect and no friends are perfect. Just like me and you. Blessed.

Happy sunday anyway.

Phones

For some reason I hate my phones, not because of the phones, but because I just don't want to talk with people by phones lately, especially with work things. I just need breathe for two days lately. I love my phones, but it became enemy when make you awkward. I think I need to have private number for my own.

FBI

So... It was around three weeks ago. FBI came to my office, and since my boss doesn't speak english with well, I was help him to be translater, but in the end, there was translater from them.

My impression when they came to my office, they are so white and good looking, not in good shape, but big and strong. Smart and yes, they must be Einsten.

Not like the place I work, but I am thankful, I will be like one of them. Now I want to have bule kids. They are so cute...

My First Yippie!!!

Alright... This is my personal blog in english! The title is Day After Day... So give a big yippie in here!!!